Pg 256

I think that Swensen was trying to look for the positive in everything that went wrong. I think that aftr the scandal came out to him it looked pretty stupid that he had put his entire life at risk for a person who at the end was going to ruin his life. If he thought about all of the positives he would not have to come to the realization that he ruined his own life and lost everything that was valuable to him and personally, i think that he just could not bare to handle that information at the time.